~Body, Mind, and Soul~

Here I am...I am who I am, I am me.
Through my entire life, it's been a constant fight.
A battle of life, love, family, and breath.
Do I continue, or do I expell and release?
Let go, and follow the light?
I've made a few mistakes along the way.
I've discovered how to cope, how to settle....
I've created life x3, and devoted myself...
To what I know, what is right, why???
Rough childhood, a mother at such a young age.
I regret nothing, and feel a love so strong....
For those babies of mine...
They are why I have seen the sun rise with each morning....
They are why I am here....
Have I surrendered fate to do what's right?
Fate can now say that it has met me....
Straight into the eyes, the heart....
Life has thrown me a new chapter,
Am I such a fool to deny it?
My body is here, to do by what is right?
Happiness?
I just had it in my hands, my heart....
How was I so crazy, to let it go?
I can't...I won't.....
My mind and heart is with you....every second.
I want to put myself first, something I don't know how to do...
I want you!
I have never felt anything so perfect in my world.
You created a piece of me, I had never found....
You are my Angel, and I have been completed....
The biggest mistake I ever made, was thinking that I....
could let you go....
Please forgive me, for I made the wrong decision....
I am lost, I don't have the answers, I need your help....
I don't know how to make this happen,
But with you by my side,
We can and will create our new beginning....
Please forgive me, My Love.....
We need to find a way....
To bring us together.