Tuesday, November 30, 2010

~Love You~

This man speaks volumes to me, with his amazing grace and unique love
He gives me butterflies every time my eyes focus in on his presence
He has ignited the fire that now burns inside of me
My soul is alive again, ready to take on the world
With him by my side, I can do anything, and I will do everything
He is my best friend, my soul mate, my.....Angel

Mysterious in the most romantic form
Admirable like no other I've known
Truthful and Trustworthy, the best quality he holds inside
Talented in so many beautiful works of art
Healing abilties that I have never known possible
Emotional, and understanding, I value this more than he knows
Wonderful and amazing, his heart is pure gold

He is my reason for where I am today....Thank You Matthew

Friday, November 12, 2010

~Body, Mind, and Soul~

Here I am...I am who I am, I am me.
Through my entire life, it's been a constant fight.
A battle of life, love, family, and breath.
Do I continue, or do I expell and release?
Let go, and follow the light?
I've made a few mistakes along the way.
I've discovered how to cope, how to settle....
I've created life x3, and devoted myself...
To what I know, what is right, why???
Rough childhood, a mother at such a young age.
I regret nothing, and feel a love so strong....
For those babies of mine...
They are why I have seen the sun rise with each morning....
They are why I am here....
Have I surrendered fate to do what's right?
Fate can now say that it has met me....
Straight into the eyes, the heart....
Life has thrown me a new chapter,
Am I such a fool to deny it?
My body is here, to do by what is right?
Happiness?
I just had it in my hands, my heart....
How was I so crazy, to let it go?
I can't...I won't.....
My mind and heart is with you....every second.
I want to put myself first, something I don't know how to do...
I want you!
I have never felt anything so perfect in my world.
You created a piece of me, I had never found....
You are my Angel, and I have been completed....
The biggest mistake I ever made, was thinking that I....
could let you go....
Please forgive me, for I made the wrong decision....
I am lost, I don't have the answers, I need your help....
I don't know how to make this happen,
But with you by my side,
We can and will create our new beginning....
Please forgive me, My Love.....
We need to find a way....
To bring us together.